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It is over

She brings Tandoori to Thailand, and promises her a house. And next time we more likely will meet together. On the same table, she will be gf, and I will need to keep acting as her buddy? Forever? Why brings her to Thailand? She can stay in Singapore. Why must she always follow Esther wherever she goes? And Tandoori understands her more? Not me? When she has problems, she wants to see me, so I come. If she is not my wifey, I may not come if I am busy. She can always be saved by another guy. Why must it always be Esther? Her latest actions cannot disprove that Tandoori is also her wifey. Wifey no. 1, or Wifey no. 2? It is not fair for me. Being in this relationship is painful for me. I have to go. There are contradictions in her statement and I cannot trust her words anymore. She did not consult me before making decisions that carry serious implications. This is over. No more Esther in my life. This blog will now be closed for further entries. No point documen...
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My heart will go on

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My heart will go on.. for the many lovely friends whom I have been with.
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Lunch after my hospital visit at TTSH

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Trying to forgive her, regarding Tandoori. Already given her the last kiss of the year. Will call her Buddy outside as is appropriate. Calling her "wifey" only when I am happy. But I doubt I will be just as happy as before. Her relationship with her GF may become real, and I will have to find a new bf soon, or remain intentionally single and be self-reliant. The temple will be where I will go. At least it is peaceful there for the mind. I had a scheduled appointment with the doctor at 1140 am. She accompanied me to the hospital. We waited till 1 pm plus to have the actual consultation. The queue was indeed long as expected. Later we settled for Sakae Sushi at Square 2. While walking back to train station, we dropped by  Ah Chew Desserts where we chatted long about Tandoori and her plans in Thailand.
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Group Date on June 9

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We took a long walk to 409 AMK market to have fish head steamboat, kai lan, some satay sticks, and prawn noodles. Tandoori was helpful and serving us food. That is so nice of her. But I think that is because she is the GF now.   :/ Both of them said the steamboat wasn't nice. I thought it had a good soup base, but stayed silent about it while I enjoy my food. I was beginning to feel like a light bulb for the rest of the day. :/ Miss Cute Cute dropped by for some beer with us at the usual Bliss Restaurant  ( menu ) near to the AMK MRT Station. Tandoori and I were having camomille tea. Tandoori said the tea is calming. But I doubt it works as the story begins to unfold. Later on, Tandoori was busy creating her options account. Why did she want to give her money to trade options?  Seems to me, Tandoori is truly the gf.  Perhaps, I need to make preparations to be self-reliant from now on. Anything can happen just like with my exbf...
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Desert Store at AMK Hong Kong Dessert

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Left her baby laptop at home to download think and swim. Reduced the CPU power to prevent the motherboard from overheating before leaving house. Hers Mine Still trying to get over Tandoori. Location: Hong Kong Dessert  ( Instagram )
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Steamboat

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We had steamboat at Bugis. The shop name is Zhong Hua Steamboat. You can read its review here. And we sat at the back of the shop. It happened that there was this rubbish truck that was collecting rubbish behind. :/ The mixture of sauces without the peanuts. I scare she might have a hidden allergy to peanuts.  The only thing which I dislike about is that the meat can become overcooked and the steam paper will be blackened with carbon. Consuming too much overcooked food is cancerous.. Later on, we went back to our favourite dessert store for our desserts before heading back home. It is a very crowded store, but the dessert is to my liking.
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The Day when she declared she is her GF.

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Yup the topic says it all. She has declared that she is her gf. I actually expect she will do that all along, since she had been helping her for a long time, and even accompanied her to Thailand for her surgery. I still remember I was studying hard for my examination. :/ Both Ms Cute Cute and I were clapping and cheering, celebrating the "occasion". It is not really comforting and I felt uneasy. Just realised she has been planning this group outing, and came with a wine bottle to make everyone happy so that she can declare she is the GF in front of everyone. I finally understand why Ms Evil is staying away from Tandoori. But I have decided to remain status quo. Just don't say anything to Tandoori that might upset her. Relationship needs both hands to clap, and this relationship has similarities to what went on between me and my suicidal friend.  If you help somebody for a long time, it will give the false impression, that you will ma...
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